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Thursday, 14 May 2009

  • Thanks to her...

    Thanks to her...

    I'm not the same person I used to be.

    And, well, I suppose she's not the same person either.

    The verse "iron sharpeneth iron" has proved truer to me than ever before since I've known her, and basically, now that God has crossed our paths, I don't think they'll ever lead too far apart again.

    The term "friend" just doesn't cut it. It's more than having something in common with a person that makes a special pal... And this certain person could use the right words to explain it, but I can't, so I'll do it the best way I know how, and use pictures.

    This girl knows how to give just the right daily encouragement when I need it, and going through 2 years of Verity, God knew I needed someone like her: walking, praying, eating, laughing, talking, cleaning, studying...there wasn't a whole lot that I did without this friend by my side, and for that I am forever grateful!




    She laughs at me, and I crack up at her. We make a great team...especially when we've studied our brains out all day. Ha, I still really can't believe we went out in "public" like this.



    Never has there been a time where she isn't praying and desiring God's will for her life.  Her example is invaluable to me, and to everyone else who really knows her.

      

    Oh, but there's also a great daring side of her too...she just sometimes needed me to bring it out in her.

     




    Lest you think this picture applies only one way, let me inform you that there are many other pictures that are kindly being left out of this post that could have an opposite meaning...

    Ok. so it was usually me.
     

    More than anything, she's always been there, not just when she felt like it, but unconditionally. Thanks.



    So if you haven't noticed already, this post is dedicated to my amazing friend.
    Because it's her Birthday...
    Because I really, really like her...
    Because she's one of the few people who actually read this blog...
    Because I can't imagine the last 2 years without her.

    Happy Birthday Alicia,

    ~Rachel


Friday, 24 April 2009

  • Filled, and Overflowing

    As I stopped life long enough to make a glass of water for my parched throat, my mind began wandering...whether it was how wonderfully warm it was today, or how green the trees were outside the window out of which I was gazing, or who was going to be the kind soul to finish unloading the dishwasher beside me, I can't recall. But whatever it was, it took my attention away from the rapidly filling glass right in front of me. I flipped the lever on the water filter just as a little stream began pouring over the side...with my gaze on other things, it had FILLED and OVERFLOWED.



    And then I began thinking. In a way, my life is so much like this little glass of water.

    At this stage in my life, I feel:
    FILLED with dreams, hopes, and aspirations.
    FILLED with love from an incredible family.
    FILLED with memories...friends...times past that will never be relived, but that will live in my memory forever.
    FILLED with ideas. but not enough time for them all to come to pass.
    FILLED with so many blessings from God, I myself can’t even comprehend them all. Why a pitiful 20 year-old girl like me should be given so much, I am...speechless.
    FILLED with music...sometimes I even if I try not to have a song in my head, it cannot escape.
    FILLED with vitamins.  only certain people get this one...‘Leash.
    FILLED with a overwhelming desire to live my life to please only my Saviour. and detesting my flesh for getting in the way.
    FILLED with a childish joy over the arrival Spring...the green grass, the pink tulips, the hot sun...wanting to go climb trees, jump on a trampoline, and catch fireflies.
    FILLED with the overwhelming, amazing, incomprehensible, gracious, unfailing, powerful, merciful LOVE of God.

    How then, with the knowledge of all this can I be FILLED with these??

    FILLED with anxiety about the future?
    FILLED with selfishness...focused on myself and not on others?
    FILLED with pride on what “I” have accomplished?
    FILLED with the fear of what man thinks over what God thinks?
    FILLED with doubt that God will continue and finish the works he started in and through me?
    FILLED with so many of my own plans and agendas that God’s are put secondary?
    FILLED with so many other things that I don’t want to write because I’m getting depressed typing all these out.

    It is only when I am FILLED with the fruits of the Spirit, with the truth from scripture, with a focus on God and God alone that I will OVERFLOW with the joy of Christ!

    “The Lord is my Shepherd, I shall not want...thou annointest my head with oil, my cup runneth over.”

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    In other news, folks, yes, I’ve got some news on my immediate future, but I think that will have to *overflow* into another post.




    Feeling a bit thirsty now...

    ~ Rachel






Wednesday, 24 December 2008

  • A Broken String

    No longer can I keep my amazing friends in a state of ignorance to the adventures of my life this season...so you shall finally have some posts!

    When God answers prayers, I believe He has a way of giving us much more than we even expected. In the case of my request to: "please give us lots of events/jobs/gigues/serving opportunities to play for this Christmas..." we received, um, plenty! Hopefully I'll be able to visualize them in the next few posts.

    So, thus begins the first escapade.
                                                                             ~~~


    As we walked along the crowded pathway from the "green room"(where all the actors and actresses hang out) to our destination at the top of the hill, we shivered despite our velvet jackets, floor length skirts, black boots, and large bonnets perched upon our heads. It was obvious the temperature was below freezing that night; everyone felt the chill, in fact everything felt it too...including my poor little violin tucked under my arm. At about the 1.30 point of our extensive 2 minute walk, there was a snap. Almost like the sound of a pistol being cocked or a pop can being opened...or an E string giving up the ghost.  

    I sincerely hoped that it was was just the peg unwinding because of the cold, but alas, my string had indeed snapped at the head, and was hanging on for dear life. In a despairing spirit I began to play Christmas Carols with a genuine pasted smile on my face. Fortunately, I play the harmony parts and don't use the E string much, so all was well...Until...



    Ten minutes later we walked up to a table and began our normal spiel: "Hi there! How are y'all tonight? (Insert random things like: "So what have y'all done tonight?" "Boy, that chocolate cake looks amazing!" "You ever been to Stone Mountain before?" "Do you know what instrument this is?") Does anybody have a favorite Christmas song we could play for you?"

    And then we pray. That no one at the table asks for Grandma got run over by a reindeer, Gee Whiz, it's Christmas! The Anniversary Waltz, The Devil went down to Georgia, or "Metallic Music" on the violin. And yes, we've gotten all those requests. Oh, and you don't realize how many Christmas songs there really are until you're required to play all of them on request!

    Anyways, this time it was an easy "O Holy night" which the mom started videotaping for her Grandma because it was her favorite Christmas song. After a quick Jingle Bells for the little girls, we started to head to another table...when I overheard one of the daughter's little whiny voice pipe up with "Mommy, mommy! I wanna hold the violin! I wanna play it! Pleeease? Her mom tried to shush her, but I turned around because it's my job to make everyone in the park as happy as can be (at least that's what we learned at orientation).

    "Well," I began, feeling like if this were my little kid, I wouldn't give her what she wanted just because she whined for it, "if you are EXTREMELY careful, you touch the strings very gently, and don't grab at it, I will let you touch my violin." Her mother looked thankful. The little girl looked expectantly as she reached out to strum the strings...

    Meanwhile, my mind was on random subjects such as if the grandma would cry she heard the recording of O Holy night, what we might do on our next break, and biblical child training...It was on anything but the fact that I'd recently broken a string.

    *SNAP!!* -- *GASP* -- *hand frozen in mid-air* -- *starts laughing*
    That was the string, the mother, the little girl, and me, in that order. Her poor mother thought for sure her daughter had broken my violin and the world had come to an end. The weak little string sprung from it's abode and flung headlong to the dusty floor. "It'd been taut, of good might, it had finished its chorus, it had kept the beat." (ok, yeah that was corny)

    And then I gave what was left of the string to the little missy as a memento...hopefully she'll remember not to whine in the future.



    If our audience enjoys our entertainment (and remember that they have them), some give us "thank you bucks"...little fake bills they received with their tickets which we put in for a drawing of different prizes. If they really like us, they give us real $ tips...which we cannot receive unless "pressed upon us 3 times." Let's just say, some people are delightfully persistent in this world.


                                                                             ~~~

    It's really has been a great experience to work at a place like Stone Mountain. http://www.stonemountainpark.com/mini-section/default.aspx?id=42 An average night can be from 5,000 to 20,000 people who come to the little "village"--alot of people that could be influenced. Just being around hundreds and hundreds of lost people every night has given me a revived passion for souls. And it's remarkable, but just playing one or two songs for people can reveal so much about them. You can tell almost every time by their mannerisms and expressions who has the hope of God, who has a peace in their lives, and also who is searching, desperate, and miserable. I pray that the christian songs that we play, the smiles we give, and the little comments we drop will make a difference in someone's life for eternity.

    Oh, And those who are Christians can usually tell about us too.
    Tonight we had a conversation that went like this: "Beautiful, just beautiful! You have such talent. Where do you go to school?" (Us: "It was a small college in Indianapolis called Verity, very small Christian college...) "Do you have any association with ATI?" (Us: Well, as a matter of fact, yes...) "I knew it! As soon as you started playing, I thought to myself, 'They're probably homeschooled, Christians, in ATI...' and I was right!"

    How do they know? I'm even wearing royal blue instead of Navy.



    Hannah and I with some of the other Carolers

     
    One night we were allowed to bring our students, and put on a little program for the village.


    They were quite the hit of the hour!

    God bless you, every one,

    Rachel

    (Oh, and thanks to my amazing brother/photographer John of course for most of the photos!)

Thursday, 07 August 2008

  • Living in light of eternity...

    Two years of college proved it. Time definitely goes by very quickly.
    I always knew that life was short. The verse "life is a vapor..." has been embedded into my mind since I was a little girl. But I suppose, the older you get, the more God's word seeps down into the crevices of your heart, and you begin to apply it more seriously to your life. For me, sometimes it takes something out of the ordinary, something drastic to sharpen my focus on the things that really matter. On Tuesday night, my good friend's sister who was my age, 20 years old, after one week of viral pneumonia, went to be with the Lord. To the shock of all her friends and family who had just seen her as a healthy, gorgeous, and godly young lady the week before, she went walking into the kingdom of God! She did what we have only read about and heard preached our whole lives...and the scary truth is that, that could of very well been me. It was a shock into the reality that I really don't know how much time I have left on this earth. Am I doing everything that God asks of me each day? If I am, then I can be content in the knowledge that God will be pleased when I arrive at the gates of heaven. But, am I really doing everything I can? Are all my attitudes, my motives, my ministries, my talents, my jobs honoring and glorifying to Christ? Thank you Lauren, my outlook has been changed forever.

    Something like this also makes you appreciate family that much more...



    Please pray for the Williams family as I know this must be one of the deepest valleys a family can go through...

    Live your life in light of eternity!
    Rachel


Friday, 25 July 2008

  • NEWSFLASH!!

    Greetings World!

    This, friends, is Rachel's computer hacker, striking once again from the depths of the virtual world of helpful individuals.  Xanga is obviously not one of Rachel's numerous interests, hobbies, or priorities.  Therefore, it is with much *regret* that I take it upon myself (the good soul that I am) to assist Rachel in this worthy cause.

    Since graduating from college in May, with a B.A. in music, Rachel has had a most interesting summer.  Finishing courses, trips to the Dominican Republic, swimming, family events, church events, music, the beach, and food have been some of her activities.  Currently, she is hosting (along with her family) several Verity-ites for the GA homeschool conference.  In addition, Rachel also turned another year older, and yes, my friends, I must note that she is indeed getting old. 

    I believe I shall close here because it is just possible that Rachel will finish this update...pictures to be included...

    Til next time...

    Rachel's Personal Computer Hacker (er, that is, Assistant)

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